We three were not three musketeers. But I still remember even though we used to meet each and every month drop in hangout we were buddies …and then time passes away people get rich when some struggle to live they are busy and obviously will not have time for a girl like me. That’s simply because I just started my higher education and living. Of course I don’t own a vehicle or I don’t have time. So that two other friends has gone so much far away from me and thank you showing me reality to not to have friends
And secondary I will also not know them hereafter no not even in my dreams those who doesn’t bother are no longer in my list. Your attitudes are not mine that is why I am letting you to keep it. I was worried and yeah wanted to meet u all but not any more.
Yes I still remember when I am down after a breakup you cried with me. I still miss you two like hell now the child game is over from now onwards don’t call me, don’t sms me and I am sorry I thought we are friends…..
Also thank you for everything. And inspiring me about where I stand to make friends..
May be I don't know what exactly imprint means but as per Jacob in twilight “it’s not gravity which holds you to the earth anymore but it’s her” and in my case it’s you who holds me to earth. I cry for the thing which I couldn’t bear, when I wanted to you to be there for me when I meet you or talk to you I feel the entire world is no longer where I belong to even the most important things are nothing important. I’d die for one breath of yours and I’d take the risk of diving to the deepest sea to find your heart or I’ll do any ridiculous thing to keep u with me for a minute I feel comfortable with you and I simply can be me without any doubt and for the first time this addiction looks better to me it doesn’t kill me.
Do u remember the first day I chased you out when u were trying to flirt. That’s coz I felt that I will lose me if you look into my eyes I was being protective, selfish and jealous thinking how could anyone steal my own self from me at a glance and we fought a lot that’s coz I wanted to hate you but much more harder I tried I was losing me yes I lost freaking me and freaked out for someone else everything was a waste like a line drew on sand washed by waves. Explanations are no longer possible when I am no longer mine
you are a whisper on my year
and a candle light in my dark soul
you became a hundred and one smile
and a tear that broke my soul
you the best buddy I could have
to bring back my smile
you saw my innocent heart
and cared it like a warming sun
you knew my tears are shined
when i always had faking smile
you knew i have fallen in love
I missed you was a huge pain
you were one i wanted to hate
for leaving me alone in a crumsy world
i'd cry and cry cry and cary and cry
but no fortune can bring u back